I want to take some time to talk about something that seriously affects me. It has nothing to do with being a vegetarian, but I certainly think it is prudent and since this blog is all about thing about me, I want to mention something that is a serious problem in my school. Maybe the US.
I totally understand the importance of being prepared. Being prepared can give you a headstart in life, you can do what you need to in a timely manner. Should we be losing our sanity over prepared? NO. I say this because in our wonderful,mid-sized high school located in the Midwest our teachers and administraters are constantly pressuring us to be prepared. Prepared for college, I mean. Oh Yes. I am talking about AP classes. Here we have around twenty-eight or so ap classes. These classes take a whole new approach to high school. You have to be in a concentrated mindset to take these classes. There can be eighty+ pages of reading a week and the homework usually isn’t just Question and Answer. They are Question, Answer, Cause, Effect, Meaning. These questions can take a long time to answer completely. Most nights, I stay up until ten-thirty completing AP homework, and then I have homework for other classes. I take multiple AP classes and I am never getting enough sleep.
I respect our teachers and our administration, but I don’t think that it is cool that they are constantly screaming(maybe a little exaggerated, but it certainly feels like it) at us if we don’t take AP. I understand worrrying about us being prepared to go on. But if teachers and faculty are going to drown us in messages of “TAKE AP, TAKE AP”, I think it does more harm than good. I am a pretty good student I would like to thinK. I work hard on everything that I do, and try and give my best in every class, but sometimes I feel like a complete failure because I’m not taking four ap classes this year (in fact I have only taken four AP classes total.). Then there is the pressure of making sure to get involved in as much as possible. Playing sports, getting involved in organizations, and taking AP classes can be a HUGE hassle. I am an example of this in the entirety. I run cross country, take part in Science National Honor Society(and maybe N.H.S), and German club and am in AP US and AP LANG. I love this classes in their entirety, but sometimes I feel as if I am being suffocated with things to do, and it really sucks. Of course, there are the students who manage to take those classes and get everything done, but with too little sleep. These students often stay up way to late trying to get things done for each and every class and that is not healthy.
As I have gone through the years here at my school, I have sensed a growing competition between the students here. One that is pushed by alot of the teachers and administrators. To take as many challenging classes as possible. This competition makes semi-average students feel stupid. I know this first hand. Because I am in Algebra Two and Chemistry, I often feel like I am not as intelligent as my fellow classmates and it is frustrating. I know that I am not a stupid person but I often feel this way because of the way others look at me when they found out that I am in these classes. Sometimes kids will be surprised and say things like “Really! You’re in Algebra Two?” Then this makes me feel like I’m not adding up to everyones expectations. It feels like crap.
I’m not here to say that teachers are purposefully trying to make us go crazy, but I think we need to look at the pressures that students are being put under each and every day. I think that we need more AP teachers like the ones I have this year, ones that are willing to see things from the side of the student and try and understand what we are going through. Of course the arguement is that we just need to try harder and quit whining. Trust me, I have tried. It is one of those things that is alot easier said than done.
So to the students out there that are feeling like they are about to go crazy, take a deep breath and think, you are just as good as those students in the top ten if you are trying as hard as you possibly can